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Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.
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30 day blog challenge: day 8

day 8: 3 things you want to say to 3 different people.

(i’ve held back my ranting/venting sessions for this particular blog post so its gonna be lengthy)

person 1: ya know, i’ve known you for over 10 years. you’ll always be a friend to me and i’m so glad we’re friends again. like you’ve been there for me through so much and me for you. LIKE TEN YEARS IS A LONG TIME MINUS LIKE 2 YEARS WHERE WE DIDN’T SPEAK. you’ve missed so much. i’m really happy youre starting a family and you’re happy. because you deserve it so much. but i can’t tell you how annoying it is when i try to tell you about things in my life but you don’t even act like you care or are interested. not everything can be about you. like friendships are give and take. it’s just like your problems are the only ones are the ones that even matter to you. which i get. a lot is going on in your life. but you can’t forget about your friends. they still matter too. i’m hoping you don’t treat everyone the way that you treat me.

person 2: i honestly miss you soo much. you’ll always be super important to me. i get so sad because i wanna talk to you all the time and catch up but i know that won’t do anything but set me back. i wish i could fill you in on my life and everything that has happened and everything and we could talk again and be super close but idk i guess im just not mentally ready to be able to do that. like you were almost my mother in law and you would have been the best grandma. but you will be one day, so don’t worry and don’t rush it. i hope one day we’re able to catch up :(

person 3: (this is a general one aimed at all the boys that have came through my life) literally fuck you all. that’s all i really have to say. how hard is it to not be a piece of shit every day of your entire life?

30 day blog challenge: day six & seven

day 6: what band/musician is most important to you?

well, i’m not one of those people who are really into musicians and they’re personal lives or even celebrities of any kind. unless i’ve watched/listened to you from a very young age you haven’t really had any type of impact on my life.

day 7: do you read? what are your favorite books?

i love to read, almost anything. it all varies depending on my mood. although, i can’t really read nicholas sparks anymore because i would be a waterfall the entire time i love all of his books. i’ve also read the fifty shades series, the hunger games series, harry potter series, and the twilight series. i don’t mind rereading random books from any of these because i always catch more things each time i read them and i get so lost in them whenever i do read them.

30 day blog challenge: day 3

day 3: describe your day in great detail

okay; so my day has really really sucked. i’ve been babysitting for the past ten hours. an eight month old and a two and a half year old who don’t even get a long with each other. i napped this morning for two or so hours though so that was really nice. we watched the little mermaid, frozen, and harry potter: the goblet of fire. we also listened to music via pandora because silence is weird. i had breakfast bars all day and ate breakfast version corn dogs this morning which is basically sausage covered in a pancake and just so you know they are super delicious. it’s going on 4 now, which means i’m going to be babysitting for approximately an hour and a half. i’m hoping that the 8 month old sleeps for a good remainder of the time, she’s really crabby and tired at the moment. i’m pretty sure she’s teething because nothing really makes her happy for more than two minutes. today i’ve talked to austin, the other austin, breanna, paige, and nikki. today is also my two month anniversary of being single.

30 day blog challenge: day 2 

day 2: 10 likes & dislikes

likes:

  • walks on the beach
  • drunk conversations at 3 am
  • country music
  • road trips
  • hugs and cuddles
  • wearing  hoodies
  • staying up late
  • not being sober
  • sex
  • boys with pretty teeth

dislikes:

  • crazy exes
  • hypocrites
  • liars
  • people in general
  • stuffy noses
  • not being able to kiss you every day
  • screamo music
  • beer breath
  • america
  • religious people

30 day blog challenge: day 1

day 1: write some basic things about yourself

okay this should be easy. my name is caitlin and i’m twenty years old. i live in america and i’ve never left my country, although i want to. i have 1 niece who i adore and family is really important to me. i’m single and just got out of an unhealthy 5 year relationship. i develop feelings for people easily but they fade as fast as they came usually. my favorite color is pink and i like sparkles. i don’t care where i end up in life as long as its on the coast. i’m obsessed with the ocean and i could spend forever there.

rant in 3 2 ..

OKAY SO I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I’M REALLY SICK OF SEEING ALL THESE POSTS ABOUT CHEATERS AND YOU CALLING THEM SCUM OF THE EARTH AND IT REALLY ANNOYS ME BECAUSE YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW THE SITUATION YEAH YOU’RE SCUM IF YOU CHEAT AND TRY TO LIE ABOUT IT OR DON’T EVEN TELL YOUR SPOUSE BUT IF YOU CHEAT AND YOU LEARN SOMETHING OUT OF IT THEN I THINK IT CAN BE A GOOD THING. LIKE YOU GOT SOMETHING OUT OF IT. AFTER BEING CHEATED ON FOR FIVE YEARS I CHEATED BACK AND IT MADE ME REALIZE I DIDN’T REALLY LOVE MY EX TYLER AND I HAVEN’T FOR A LONG TIME AND WHEN I CHEATED IT GAVE ME THE EXTRA PUSH THAT I NEEDED TO LEAVE HIM AND STAY GONE. IT WAS REALLY HARD BECAUSE HE WAS MY FIRST EVERYTHING SO IT’S REALLY DIFFICULT TO BE LIKE NO SORRY I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE BUT I HONESTLY DON’T AND I’M JUST SICK OF HIM STILL POPPING UP IN MY LIFE AND TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA LIKE I NEVER DID THAT TO YOU WHEN YOU CHEATED ON ME AND BROKE MY HEART 1000 TIMES I WASN’T IMMATURE BUT YOU ARE. YOURE SO IMMATURE AND DUMB AND I KNOW YOU ONLY FUCKING TWEET AND TWEET AT PEOPLE I FOLLOW IN HOPES THAT I WILL SEE IT AND ILL MISS YOU BUT I DON’T MISS YOU OKAY IM TOTALLY FUCKING OKAY WITH BEING SINGLE AND NOT HAVING SOMEONE TO KISS OR CUDDLE OR HAVE SEX WITH I WAS SO DEPENDENT ON YOU BECAUSE YOU CARVED IT INTO MY BRAIN THAT I WOULD BE MISERABLE WITHOUT YOU BUT IM NOT IM REALLY HAPPY OKAY I DON’T NEED ANOTHER PERSON TO MAKE ME FEEL WHOLE LIKE YOU DO YOUVE TALKED TO LIKE 10+ GIRLS SINCE WEVE BROKEN UP AND ITS SO PATHETIC. YOURES SO PATHETIC. I REGRET EVER TALKING TO YOU OR STAYING WITH YOU OR TRUSTING YOU EVER. YOU DUMB FAGGOT.